Monday, November 20, 2006

the pain of loss...

"it's been so long since i've met you here"

so true. as much as i hate to admit, this week has been so insanely long and emo i dont even know where to begin. After reading stephs blog i decided to start dumping my feelings into the world of this "internet" people keep on talking about. so i just wanted to post this, thank you God for everything. I find myself always needing to constantly reminding myself to do that, everything belongs to him, and without him i would have nothing. I took a long overdue break today, and steped back and reminisced and thought about the past two years and its gone by so fast, i;ve been able to do things that people only dream about, yet i dont appreciate it. i need to learn so much,

So today saw the completion of my three lullabyes to three gorgeous girls, that just inspire me in their own unique way. I think this month will be time for me to take a hiatus from writing, the circumstances just demand i rite a super emo song. and i really dont want to...

this week i lost someone that i've speant the better part of two years with. and i just hope God takes things in his hands, and takes it from my heart..... but it hurts.. and thats tat

"its the wrong time and place, to be thinking of you" - Damien Rice

Things to be thankful: (this week)
London
Amabile / Primus
Six-Man/WOman Harmonic God of Wonders
Inches/ Midnites/ and Cups of Coffee
Steph (and an awsome freind, her mom's cooking)
Tiff (a very short foutain that overflows with wisdom)
Kchow ( teh voice that brings storng men to their knees)
Joe (for unnecesary flourishments, and skin pounding)
Gav ( for BB and being an all around good guy)
Shawni .. for inspiring so much of the music and so much love

well i'm done.. its like past midnite. and i must go practice.!! cheers
Wayne

1 comment:

Stephanie said...

1st comment ever.....so blessed to have you at LCAC. And i'm happy that u have found some comfort and friends in London. Will definitely keep praying for ya, Wayne.

PS that was a good talk tonight....